It wasn't supposed to be like this

It wasn't supposed to be like this. I wasn't looking for a commitment, I didn't want anything long term. I had a simple need--a quest rather, and just one. I was looking for the one and done. I was looking to cheat the system when I approached you.

You offered yourself for free, no string attached, you said I could drop you whenever but now I can't. This isn't fair. My dad warned me about you but I believed I was strong. Heck, I'm Angela Kinney, the definition of independent, but you turned me into something else.

Your humor is second to none. The information you provide is like something I have never experienced. Your "thrill factor" is something I now find myself begging for. You now consume me, I think about you often, I can't wait until you show up the very next day. Despite these positive feelings I have for you, I'm stil mad. You changed me and thats not fair.

I used to be strong, independent, and unpredictible but you stripped me of all that and now I find myself weak to you, an inch worm at best. I know my feelings are true but I know you have other girls who are equally in love with you but you make me feel so special, so unique, you cater to my specific needs, you know me, you know what I like, what I don't like and you cater to that. I appreciate this but like I said, it wasn't supposed to be like this.

Everything about this is wrong. I don't have the time for you, I don't have the money for you, and I certaintly don't have the emotional support that I need to deal with all your drama, suspense, and horror. Your so wrong for me. Your Sci-Fi & fantasy is not real nor is it consistent with the way I live. Your dramatic and I'm not...see we're so incompatible so why is it that I find myself wanting you more and more? Maybe it's your convenience...I have needs and you meet them, see it's not about you, its all about me and you put up with that.

I wanted to drop you after the "trial period," but I can't now...now I'm to in love with you. Maybe this is what love really is, maybe it is supposed to hurt, supposed to be financially draining, and time consuming.

Fuck you NetFlix and your scandalous marketing tactics.